So in case anyone hasn't noticed, I haven't been posting much, because everyone is awful in real life and I just nope
So yeah I guess I've just been not feeling so hot but it's no big deal, I mean I'll get over it but, for now, I decided the best thing I can do is try to make myself happy. My photography hasn't made me happy in a while because I feel like I'm only posting photos to have something posted, not because I'm really proud of it. And that's not good. D: So I talked to my dad, and he told me that the best thing I can do is take a break from photography. There's a part of my brain that's learning how to do all these things I'm trying to do, but by forcing myself to take pictures all the time, the part of my brain that has inspiration and knows what will look good doesn't get a chance to deliver all the messages to the rest of my brain. If that makes sense. I'm pretty sure that's what's going on.
So I don't know, maybe I'll keep taking pictures (because I actually have a bunch I can post but some of them require serious photo-manips and I don't have time with everything else in my life to edit them) but I probably won't post anything.
I'll still be on dA I think, but just wanted to be clear and honest and let everyone know what's going on. <3