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So in case anyone hasn't noticed, I haven't been posting much, because everyone is awful in real life and I just nope
So yeah I guess I've just been not feeling so hot but it's no big deal, I mean I'll get over it but, for now, I decided the best thing I can do is try to make myself happy. My photography hasn't made me happy in a while because I feel like I'm only posting photos to have something posted, not because I'm really proud of it. And that's not good. D: So I talked to my dad, and he told me that the best thing I can do is take a break from photography. There's a part of my brain that's learning how to do all these things I'm trying to do, but by forcing myself to take pictures all the time, the part of my brain that has inspiration and knows what will look good doesn't get a chance to deliver all the messages to the rest of my brain. If that makes sense. I'm pretty sure that's what's going on.
So I don't know, maybe I'll keep taking pictures (because I actually have a bunch I can post but some of them require serious photo-manips and I don't have time with everything else in my life to edit them) but I probably won't post anything.
I'll still be on dA I think, but just wanted to be clear and honest and let everyone know what's going on. <3
Sorry D:
Kind of.
So yeah I guess I've just been not feeling so hot but it's no big deal, I mean I'll get over it but, for now, I decided the best thing I can do is try to make myself happy. My photography hasn't made me happy in a while because I feel like I'm only posting photos to have something posted, not because I'm really proud of it. And that's not good. D: So I talked to my dad, and he told me that the best thing I can do is take a break from photography. There's a part of my brain that's learning how to do all these things I'm trying to do, but by forcing myself to take pictures all the time, the part of my brain that has inspiration and knows what will look good doesn't get a chance to deliver all the messages to the rest of my brain. If that makes sense. I'm pretty sure that's what's going on.
So I don't know, maybe I'll keep taking pictures (because I actually have a bunch I can post but some of them require serious photo-manips and I don't have time with everything else in my life to edit them) but I probably won't post anything.
I'll still be on dA I think, but just wanted to be clear and honest and let everyone know what's going on. <3
Sorry D:
Kind of.
OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT
I'M GOING TO SPEND ALL DAY EDITING MY PICTURES
I HAVE PLENTY
I'M JUST LAZY AND BUSY A LOT
BUT NO MORE
ALL DAY TODAY
MAYBE I'LL EVEN TAKE SOME MORE
IDK
I LIVE THE THUG LIFE
ALSO I HAVE BURNS ON MY HANDS FROM THE SALT AND ICE CHALLENGE SO YEAH DON'T DO THAT IT HURTS
ILUHYOU
2012
I didn't get marzipan for Christmas
so this whole year was a waste
jk this year was wonderful because my amazing friends ~Cryvolf (https://www.deviantart.com/cryvolf) and :iconTheUnknownAssassin: got me premium memberships and i love them so much
also roller skates i've wanted them all year :'D
yeah
so
anyway weeew memes lets go haven't done one in a while
In 2012 I have
[ ] Gotten a new piercing.
[x] Dyed my hair.
[x] Ended a relationship.
[ ] Started a new relationship.
[x] Been on a long car/bus journey.
[x] Passed an exam.
[x] Met someone who's now an important part of my life.
[x] Cried on someone's shoulder.
[ ] Had a massive fight with a
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Ugh bbz I am so sorry I haven't been posting any pictures at all it's been like a month gaaaaaaaah
It's just school and midterms and personal drama and teenage angst and JESUS CHRIST SUPERNATURAL GODDAMNIT IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE AND RUINING MY POOR FEELS AND A;LSDKJF;LAS
so.
I've got a bunch of pictures that just need editing, some boring photos that I'll post (I want to because I can) erm just got to get some time to do it
So of course Christmas break is rolling around and normally that would mean just a ton of photos but I'll be out of town visiting relatives and all that jazz so probably nopea
Sorry guys, I'll try to post what I can b
This is a long journal. You don't have to read it.
Robert Downy Jr. is so beautiful aslkdfja;slkd *random thought of the day*
Anyway I just need to say something because I had the greatest realization and I have to share.
I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life. I thought I knew what I wanted to be when I grew up and how I wanted to life to be. Scratch that, I knew exactly what I wanted to be, I was just too scared to admit it because really, I have such a little shot of making it that I wan't sure if I wanted to try. I have always wanted to go into film making, but almost no one who tries in that field makes it. I didn't want to fail, so I didn't want to try.
It's scary. And I r
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I hope you feel better D: